Sunday, May 16, 2010
I figured I am not going to block this blog. It was intentionally made for the purpose of letting whoever was interested, to read it. So it will stay.
After being called crazy for exposing JUST AN INCH of my heart on my last blog, I decided to stay off for a bit. I have a family to care for and I wanted to stay out of the drama that finds me for being opinionated. Yes, I get it a lot because I feel I need to say the things that are on my mind. why not? If anything, i feel people would appreciate me for at least being real and honest.
back on track now.
I came across quite the crazy surprise friday when I went in for an ultrasound. Not only did I find out that I was not as far along as they thought, they also found 2...YES 2 babies in my stomach! I have never been so shocked in my entire life. To say I was calm is an understatement. I was far from. I was anxiety ridden,sweating, and just in complete shock at the fact that
A) OMG there were 2 in there!
B) I was only 24
c) I was unaware that it was even remotely possible when twins don't even run in my family.
WOW. Yes, I was nervous to have 1 more to add to the mix, but 2? How in the world am I going to do this?
Then I started thinking and told myself that I should be glad that I have experience in taking care of children (my own) rather than not having any at all and having twins as a first pregnancy.Now I have to stop researching everything on fricken google because have the crap I read I really SHOULDNT have and now I'm paranoid. I have no idea what to expect of a multiple pregnancy...none. So i figured with that said, I will write my interesting journey in this! For you all to enjoy (hopefully) .
So here is a little tidbit about my progression so far!!!
My morning sickness was THE WORST I HAVE EVER HAD!!!
-I had 24/7 nausea and puked every single morning...every. This lasted well...well longer than a month.
Luckily it is gone now, although I cannot eat oranges, apples or drink things like orange juice..otherwise I will throw it back up.:/
- My boobs were normal for quite a while then BAM I woke up with bigger boobies. Which i dont mind since I dont have enough to begin with,but these suckers are sore by the end of the day. I just want to go everywhere NOT wearing a bra.This would be bad though..so i'll refrain.
- Im borderline crazy with these hormonal episodes. I cry over everything and anything. Its sad really. I cant even watch a reality show without tearing up at least once. Thank you jessica simpson...
- Ive only gained 4-5 lbs but really popped out overnight. Its crazy. I already look like Im 5 months...I feel huge! I haven't seen nothing yet though. Here we goooooo...
and that is some of my...well my TMI news lol
like i said, its quite the surprise, but I am excited. Well, more so nervous and excited. If you guys can help me out by praying for me and the lil ones within that would be wonderful seeing as I don't know what the heck is going on....lol
<3 Thank you and Ill blog again soon. Now, its bedtime.