Tuesday, June 29, 2010

I am so excited for this!

The harry potter trailor makes me so pumped!! COME ON NOVEMBER!

Thursday, June 24, 2010

new blog

Hey lovely followers! I created a baby blog if youre interested in following. I will keep updating this as well but it wont be baby related! Anyways, copy/paste! here's the link! http://twinsmakefour-aladynevertells.blogspot.com

Hope to see you all there!

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Worry wart

It's been awhile since I have last updated this thing...So, HELLO again :D

I am 19 weeks today and feel very stressed out right now. So many things to do-so little time!
First and foremost, I cannot stop stressing out about the babies. I am worried every single day, hoping both of them are ok. I don't feel them move very much, just every so often. Then I keep hearing of the "vanishing twin syndrome". I swear that keeps coming up in my life. I don't want to think about that. I know at this stage-it's highly unlikely, but still with multiple pregnancies, ANYTHING can go wrong. I could lose one at any time. This has me constantly stressed out and worried. No parent wants anything to be wrong with their unborn child.So I am impatiently awaiting my ultrasound. They'll not only tell me the sexes, but make sure all the anatomy and stuff is right etc...Which is only 9 days away!

Secondly, We need a miracle. We need a new bigger house ASAP! I think we might've found one, But I'm hoping it becomes ours. A 3 bedroom, 3 bathroom bi level house would be much better than a 2 bdroom 1 bathroom house for a family of 6. 6! Ugh, i feel weird saying that. I don't even believe it. I don't think that will set in until ...well until I am done and I see them for myself. I feel happy but scared to DEATH about twins. Everyone is excited for me it seems. It's easier to say they're excited for me because they aren't the ones with two toddlers already. That probably sounded bitchy, but i meant that in the nicest way. It's just how i feel. I feel happy and excited but Im also in a state of euphoria in a sense because I don't believe it and I cant even imagine my life with 4 kids. Not to mention I feel like I'll have no help. My father is too weak to watch my girls at all, so I wont have their help when the babies come. My husbands mother has her hands full already so I hate asking or expecting help from her as well...I guess it'll just be me, jared (when he isn't working) and...my oldest daughter kayleigh. She happens to be so excited for babies and I know she'll do well. But, I will lose all sanity for awhile...That's one of the other things Im stressed out about...I cant even think straight about it.

Call me a worry wart, because I have been...
I shouldn't be because it's not healthy...But until I hold those little stinkers in my arms, have a new house, and have awesome helpers...then I will be stressed out. I just hope everything falls into place for us.

I'll try and update soon!!!


Sunday, May 16, 2010

A bit of a surprise

I figured I am not going to block this blog. It was intentionally made for the purpose of letting whoever was interested, to read it. So it will stay.
After being called crazy for exposing JUST AN INCH of my heart on my last blog, I decided to stay off for a bit. I have a family to care for and I wanted to stay out of the drama that finds me for being opinionated. Yes, I get it a lot because I feel I need to say the things that are on my mind. why not? If anything, i feel people would appreciate me for at least being real and honest.

back on track now.

I came across quite the crazy surprise friday when I went in for an ultrasound. Not only did I find out that I was not as far along as they thought, they also found 2...YES 2 babies in my stomach! I have never been so shocked in my entire life. To say I was calm is an understatement. I was far from. I was anxiety ridden,sweating, and just in complete shock at the fact that
A) OMG there were 2 in there!
B) I was only 24
c) I was unaware that it was even remotely possible when twins don't even run in my family.

WOW. Yes, I was nervous to have 1 more to add to the mix, but 2? How in the world am I going to do this?
Then I started thinking and told myself that I should be glad that I have experience in taking care of children (my own) rather than not having any at all and having twins as a first pregnancy.Now I have to stop researching everything on fricken google because have the crap I read I really SHOULDNT have and now I'm paranoid. I have no idea what to expect of a multiple pregnancy...none. So i figured with that said, I will write my interesting journey in this! For you all to enjoy (hopefully) .

So here is a little tidbit about my progression so far!!!

My morning sickness was THE WORST I HAVE EVER HAD!!!
-I had 24/7 nausea and puked every single morning...every. This lasted well...well longer than a month.
Luckily it is gone now, although I cannot eat oranges, apples or drink things like orange juice..otherwise I will throw it back up.:/

- My boobs were normal for quite a while then BAM I woke up with bigger boobies. Which i dont mind since I dont have enough to begin with,but these suckers are sore by the end of the day. I just want to go everywhere NOT wearing a bra.This would be bad though..so i'll refrain.

- Im borderline crazy with these hormonal episodes. I cry over everything and anything. Its sad really. I cant even watch a reality show without tearing up at least once. Thank you jessica simpson...

- Ive only gained 4-5 lbs but really popped out overnight. Its crazy. I already look like Im 5 months...I feel huge! I haven't seen nothing yet though. Here we goooooo...

and that is some of my...well my TMI news lol
like i said, its quite the surprise, but I am excited. Well, more so nervous and excited. If you guys can help me out by praying for me and the lil ones within that would be wonderful seeing as I don't know what the heck is going on....lol

<3 Thank you and Ill blog again soon. Now, its bedtime.

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Holy poo Batman!

I almost totally spaced out the fact that I had this thing until I saw my link on my YT! LOL Sorry guys, but for those who are still following me, Thank you for your patience! Lets see, where to begin? This blog wont be everything makeup. I mean, yes it'll contain products,reviews etc but It'll be about....EVERYTHING as well. This includes blog sales which I will start doing to rid my drawers of unused products that are collecting dust. So, how it everyone doing today? hopefully well! I will try to remember to write in this every week...My mind has been so off lately It's hard to remember anything! But thank you for still saying subscribed and I hope to keep you all entertained in the future! Any questions you can ask me on here as well as www.formspring.me/ALadyNeverTells or even twitter!

Peace, love, chicken?